I've done it ! I'm finally done setting up mynew blog! This blog will still remain but I'm gonna use the new blog from now on so link me up okay people?

Check it out at www.and-so-she-smiles.blogspot.com

After trying out so many blog urls, I've finally settled on this one. =)

Seeya all on that blog!

I'm seriously lovin that song by Damien Rice SO SO MUCH! Again, this musical lyrical genius came up with such beautiful meaningful lyrics. Ever since Kirstin sent me that song through Msn just 15 mins ago, it has been on replay on my Media Player. I think it's been repeating itself over and over again for at least 7 times and counting.

It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse.

-9 Crimes, Damien Rice.-

Anyways, I'm just posting this up to inform ya'll that I'm gonna stop blogging here at Fuchsia Flip Flops come January 1st 2007. I'm finally gonna start using BLOGSPOT! Yayyee me! =D

It's been a ONE whole year of joy, happiness and not to mention emoness shared through this fuchsia flip flops blog of mine here. I wanted to get the same add for my blog at blogspot but sadly, the the add for fuchsiaflipflops weren't available. Sheesh. I'm gonna miss this blog hella lot!

But. I just can't stand the fonts here anymore, their just too huge and in yer face. Plus they don't have any suitable fonts which I like at all. Plus, the templates really gettin under my skin. Do you people hve any suggestions for my new blog's address? I can't think of any suitable ones. Well actually, I've set a blog up, but I might just decide not to use that one if I am able to find a better name for it. So give me yer suggestion alrighty?

And I'll keep ya'll updated on the new blog address. Til then. Cheerios. =) Oh another thing, my hair's partially red now. Hee. Just the way I wanted it to be. Sorry no pictures yet though. Maybe the next post huh? Til then again I bid you.

Surprising I scored 0% for gluttony. Bwahaha.

Ooh I like that..! "I'll become famous and be killed by a stalker.." Dying the glamorous way, I don't really mind..

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you tend to take care of your needs first. You can only be with someone who's as independent as you are.

How true can this get? Though I'm sure Su will probably disagree with "you're proud of who you are but you don't broadcast it." HAHA! She thinks I'm narcissistic to the max.

Yup, I want someone independent and confident. Cause confidence in a guy is oh so damn hot! =D

Just when I finished publishing my previous post, the pictures miraculously uploaded.So to keep you all from the suspense, here's the pictures..

Art-sy or just too free? What's your take on that? =)

I don't wanna elaborate on the causes of my boredom. Period.

I just felt like posting up some pictures. Pretend to enjoy em even if you really don't. The effort would be much appreciated.

Note to self: Pester mum for some dough and shopping trips for college clothes. I need new T-shirts and jeans! And a new pair ( or pairs heehee if I'm lucky) of cargoes. Since my dear dog ripped it apart yesterday. Yeah, he ripped a whole 90 degrees tear in the bottom right side of my RM130 Samuel and Kevin cargoes which fits me just fine and hangs on my hips just the way I like it to. That bitch. Whoops, that would be literally incorrect since it's a male. So fine, that dog! Ergh.

Pictures pictures.. coming your way.

But first, I had such an enjoyable night yesterday at this Rooftop Xmas Bbq Party at Mel's church. That was officially my first rooftop party ever in the history of my mere 16 years and three months of life. Met so many new friends- Adrian, who sells hamsters for a living ( well sort off), Choon Ho an impossibly tall dude who thinks Mass Comm is boring ( I've yet to have a heated debate with him on that) and pretends to act blur ( he claims!), Erwin which is Mel's cousin and has a secret relationship with Choon Ho, and also Uncle Chris which is one of the nicest people I've met so far. Remind me to post up some pictures after Mel hands em over to me aight?

I found these pictures while browsing through my picture files. These were taken during our drama practices months ago when we were just preparing for the either the Zon levels or so. This reminds me that I owe Qian a whole post about our drama journey. I think that will be easily arranged some time around...soon....I hope... =)

Ergh, something's wrong with Photobucket AGAIN. The pictures just wont upload though I've been sitting here for the past half hour waiting and watching dust settle down on the computer screen. Nevermind then, maybe next time. For now, I've gotta go start the pestering.

Toodles~!

Okay, I know I owe a few of you out there memes. So here's one that I finally got started on. Grace ! If you're readin, I promise you, the next one will be yours! =)

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page18, find line4. Write down what it says.
Sorry lah, I got no book here. Nearest book is down stairs in my room. Malas lah.

Stretch you left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My trusty Oxford Paperback Thesarus which I read as a hobby. Yes, sue me if I'm weird.

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The last time I actually sat down and watched a proper show was Friday night. I watched So You Think You Can Dance! I loved loved loved Jamille's and Destiny's hip hop dance to none other then Yin Yang Twins Shake!

Without looking, guess what the time is..
5.15 pm?

Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
5.20 pm. See, I'm a really good guesser!

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My ceiling fan and my dog chewing his bone and the tap of my computer keys. Oh that's me typing. Haha.

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Just now. I just got back actually. I was at church, and then Taylors College PJ ( did I mention I'm officially a Taylorian already? YUP! You read right! I signed up! And I got the National Scholarships! ), and then Carefour to stock up on calorie and sugar laden drinks.

Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
My blog, My friendster website, my fats.

What are you wearing?
My current favourite black tee with GOLD designs, my punkster jeans, black eyeliner, Stilla lipgloss.  Oh and of course my lingerie too. =)

Did you dream last night?
Yes I did! I dream every single night! Weird peculiar downright freaky dreams which sadistic me seems to enjoy alot!

When did you last laugh?
Just now at church. Way too honest Joyce decided to tell this guy she had her period.

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A humongous picture of a magical village in the heart of a forest with the most beautiful rivers I've ever seen. I used to imagine living there when I was little. It used to be such a magical fantasy for me.

What is the last book you finished?
Last book I've finished? Hmm, The Bonesetter's Daughter by Amy Tan. Bloody good asian lit book I tell you.

What book are you currently reading?
The Curious Incident of The Dog in the Night-time. (That's the title I think) I honestly think this book is brilliant! The way that boy thinks is just so straight forward and naive.

What is the last film you saw?
Last film was probably Step Up at Mandy's house. Channing Tatum was deliciously hot in that film but I hated the way he talked.

If you become a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
All the things I lust for but could never afford simultaneously.

Share something about you that nobody knows.
That I could kill someone if I get really mad. Yeah be afraid, be very afraid.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would definitely change the mindsets of the poeple of the world. Stop being judgemental and be start being an accepting person yoh!

Do you like to dance?
HELL YEAH!! Nuff said.

What is the last thing you ate or drink?
My last drink was A&W's root beer, and I last ate yummy Maccoroni and Cheese.

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Either Samaire ( Sam), Alexis ( Alex) or India.

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Johann ! (pronounced Yohann.)

Would you ever consider living abroad?
Of course! Countless million times. I'd probably be living the life of the rich and famous somewhere in glitzy L.A, high fashion Milan, fast moving NYC or the sunny Caribbeans.

Yup, him too. What is with all these people yang tidak patriotik dan meninggalkan tanah air tercinta sendiri semata-mata demi negara lain? Maklumlah, 'hujan emas di negara orang, hujan batu di negara sendiri, lebih baik di negara sendiri!' (Or something to that effect lah. Sorry! Can't remember the exact words la but don't have to crucify me just for that right? Ish take a chill pill!) Didn't you people learn anything from all those years of memorising nilai-nilai moral and all those nilai and pengajaran from 'Bukit Kepong'( applies for Tim.) and 'Konserto Terakhir'(Totally applies for Steph. Got Philharmonic here wut.)

Hmph, clearly not! Let me refresh your memory then and at the same time show off my fantastic 80Gig memory card for Bm and Moral my two favourite subjects since I always do well in em. Hahah! Okay, fine except for all the times where my Bm teachers in school are always out to get me! Ish! Damn membengangkan ya know! Bm NEVER works out for me in school. Either the teachers hate me because they hear me swearing about them ( I wouldn't be if only they would play nice!) or either they're just jealous that I write better then them. Haha SS! I love Pn Khairiah cause she is THE ONLY Bm teacher I have that tidak bersikap prejudis dan pilih kasih terhadap saya! Dia seseorang yang mengamalkan nilai keadilan. Hal in demikian kerana dia selalu membuat tindakan dan keputusan yang saksama dan tidak berat sebelah dalam kehidupan seharian! ( I rock! Haha Full marks for me!) Plus she's an awesome Bm teacher who has taught me much more then is required of her to.

Before this post comes off sounding like something to propagate intense hatred and rebellion against Bm teachers let me get back to Timmy Tammy who will be leaving for US on the 9th for a student exchange program for SIX WHOLE FRIGGIN MONTHS!

How exactly am I gonna survive not having you here to complain that I'm fat ? Oh i know the answer to that one! Complain to other people! Hahah, but they don't have the patience like you do to listen and then console me that I'm not LAH as you always do. I won't have anyone to tell me Steph tales till I get annoyed or sms me in monos anymore for six months! So, tell me ? Who's gonna fill that space in my FnF list for six months huh? You ungrateful creature. Who's gonna provide the soundtrack of a locomotive for me to listen to huh?( Unless you don't know, this dude speaks like it's 3 seconds before he dies and he has a million last words. In other words, FAST !) Who's gonna keep on telling me to stop being a drama queen? Who am I gonna turn to whenever I need people to criticize all my choices on hps and cameras? (Wait, that's a good thing right?) Who's gonna insult me about my English? ( Oh another good thing actually haha since you're the only one who does! Sheesh!) Macam lah kamu punya bagus sangat. Lol. JK! Who's gonna listen to me rave about hot guys? Who's gonna make me annoyed and irritated for another six months? Who am I gonna scream at when my car's bursting our in flames? Who's gonna come to my house to escort me to go jogging because my mum's so afraid her precious daughter will get killed or raped along the way? Who's gonna tease me bout Pudu Station or taking the Ktm all the way to Seremban and bout me ffk-ing? Who's gonna irritate me with constant blabberings of Zjidian drums this and that? Who's cd player am I gonna borrow? Who's gonna insult my dream car for 6 months? Who will be able to tell me to ALWAYS look on the brightside though it get's annoying sometimes? Who would be so nice to reply with a smile and a laugh even though I'm fuming and scolding you?

Damn Tim you suck.

I never thought I'd be saying this since we were once complete enemies in Form 3 till a sudden turn in fate led you to become one of my bestest friends but I'm gonna miss you while you're at US having fun!

Don't get bombed by terrorists okay or get mistaken for one! You're allowed to give my number to only super hot american guys okay? Count out typical brainless pretty faced jocks. HAHAH.

We'll have to have our annual Christmas dinner before you leave okay? That reminds me that I've yet to pass you your present which is really REALLY overdue!

Here are some pictures to remind you off how we look like when you're in US k?
Don't you dare get yourself any other gal best friends in US unless you're willing for Mel and I to pull out your balls. HAHAH. I'm sure you've heard, hell hath no fury as a woman scorned. And don't you dare replace your darling Steph over here for any other blonde chick. Hot or not.

Your head ! Hahah, this was taken at Pn Khai's tuition.


The sweet couple. Timmy and his darling Stephie. ( not to be confused with the Stephie in my previous post.)

Christmas 2005! At my house! That was so much fun! We gotta do it again this year!


I remember blogging about this a year ago. Ahh, the memories. (One of my most overused lines.)

The things we are capable of doing when you put us together. We weren't even high! All we drank was sparkling grape juice! Hahah!

Yoh wassup wassup! We kinda switched our specs around. Hmm, I have to admit, Tim does really look good in MY shades.

Yeah erm yeah...we got a little high I have to admit.

One of our more recent pictures taken this year outside Pn Khairiah's tuition.

Ooh, gaya.. Timmy in action at what he loves doing, drumming his heart out. Hey, you never gave me those lessons you promised!

This was actually a pic of us but since I look so fugly there, I decided to put you up cause you look good here! I'm so nice to you lah!

We have gotta go jamming after you get back from US okay? I promise! You better get your butt back here to Malaysian soil safely! I can't wait to go for our skating and exploring KL outing next week!

*HUGZ!* =D

I'm sitting here smiling to myself since I'm in such a jolly happy self appreciative mood right now even though part of myself is worrying about this so-called confirmed scholarship which I've not even sent.

But I shall not tarnish this la dee dah I feel like blowing bubbles, sucking lollies, and prance around in a pretty flowery summer dress ( even though I don't actually own one) mood by being all worrisome and bratty that I'm gonna be an angel and post up all the pictures from my 'Surprise' Birthday party two months ago. Yes, I'm currently 16 years and two months old. And I'll be going to college when I'm 16 months and THREE months old which doesn't make me feel very old considering there are my other friends to be the old, wrinkly ones. Bwahahah, sorry bout the bitching.

My friends were such complete dahlings to plan this ' Surprise ' Birthday party for me eventhough the 'Surprise' sungguh tidak menjadi. Hahaha! Why so? I caught Jo on the phone with my mum discussing plans and also while I was at Pyramid supposedly watching a movie with Mandy, I saw all 3 of em, Qian, Jo and Su and when I gave em my huge grin they just turned and runaway. -.-

Mandy and I went to watch 'The Prestige' which turned out to be a truly brilliant work of art even though it was really confusing and annoying at first making you go Huh? countless times. If you take to fancy movies that take you on a roller coaster ride and then ends with a dip in the sea at the end, do watch this movie. You'll love it! Needless to say, Mandy was clutching on to me every single second of the show because somehow her mind got twisted along the way and she thought that the she might get hit by a bullet in the movie. =)

After watching the movie, I wanted to hit the shops ( as usual ) but this dear friend of mine kept on complaining that she was hungry and needed a bite. We went to Starbucks for a while and waited while dear Mandy decides what she wants to eat. (But she was actually thinking of ways to get me to the restaurant where the rest were waiting to surprise me). There was also this boy at Starbucks who wasn't wearing any pants who pointed at Mandy and accused her of being a 'Syaitan' ! Hahaha! Poor gal.

The 'syaitan' ( Mandy you know I love you! ) then proceeded to drag me for lunch at Jack's Place while I was protesting, screaming and kicking away ( something along those lines) the whole way there. I was just about to pummel her with my Balenciaga bag ( I wish ) when I spotted Qian and Jo hiding behind the walls. Su then came running out of nowhere towards me with her hair in full throttle flying behind her. With that, she gave out a glass shattering scream that pierced the still of the air and flung her arms around me professing her undying love for me. ( Heh. Su I really can't resist! )

To cut the story short, in which I do not doubt the possibility of me over exaggerating and fabricating other outrageous stories up, let me just put a sock in it and show you the pictures alright?

Pictures taken in Aunt Rose's car on the way to Pyramid.

Poor kevin had to succumb to Mah Mandy and Mua's photo obligations.

Yup, you read right! We dined at Jack's Place for lunch!

That's me rummaging through the presents they handed me.

Look !! It's Evanescence's new album!! Obviously, I'm grinning like an idiot as I really really wanted to get that album. It was also my first original cd which I did not win through any contests ( yes I usually get my stash free) and also because hell it was Evanescence! Have you heard their first album? Go get some ear food and then you'll know why I'm raving.

Jo ordered this pasta dish called Beef Straganoff. I say it was Yummy!

Qian's Chicken Chop or Chicken something. We all curi-ed her fries since she was the only one that had fries.

Su ordered some baked rice thingy. Cheesey stuff always tastes good! Su claims that the Baked rice at Swensens are better.

Mandy and I shared this seafood platter dish. I should have taken a picture of it after the waiter had sloshed on some of the potato toppings. It doesn't look so nice here. I loved loved loved the potato with the sour cream sauce! The fish was good, the mussels and oysters were a tad dry, and I've never liked the chicken at Jack's Place.

The sundaes that came together with Jo, Qian and Su's set meals. They tasted like Giant ice cream though.

Qian The Superstar, Glamour Fleur and Mah Babe! Doncha think Mandy's top looks awesome?
I was the only one who brought a cam so don't mind the horrible blurry screwy pictures. My cam's an ancient fossil like camera whom only yours truly can manage to operate without blowing her top.

Us again since Su was busy waving to her imaginary friends/fans outside the glass pane rather than paying attention to getting the shot right. Tsk Tsk.

Jo, me and Su su. Su looks great here! She's practicing her radiating smile for Miss India 2007 or was it Miss Earth 2007? Put your bets on her to win since she DOES already have a whole portable rainforest with her. =)

Me and Mah babe! The babelicious Mandy my other self!


It's us again! Huge faces in yer face! wth.

Group picture! I love this picture! Everyone looks so smiley and happy! =D

At the Pyra's not so new toilet, the mirror there is really huge and perfect for taking pictures! Blurry cause Jo's handling the camera.

Blurry again! Mandy's not givin the cam enough lovin.Us at The Pyramid fountain, Qian claims she has NEVER sat here in her entire life till that moment. Apa la dia tu. Haha.

One more try! Attempting to take a picture using my ancient camera is like hell. We were all so fed up with trying we just went 'Ah screw it.'

The Party Planners!
See how this picture is so clear and nice? That's cause I'm the photographer! Hahah. Know ya get what I mean bout me being the only one who's able to handle this stubborn old menopaused camera?

Me and Mz Exager8.The one and only Surekha Ragavan who feeds my lightbulb moments, my fellow co-author of a future best selling non-fictional novel which we have yet to start work on ( soon soon!) and a lucky duck has me as her coursemate for another FOUR whole years!!! You're so lucky ya know! =D

Mello Bello Cello and I after I got back from Pyramid.


She wanted to pass me my presents.

Fuchsia flip flops!! I mean orange flip flops! Yay! Just what I need. That's the answer to the riddle if you read my earlier post. Thanks Mello and Sherry!

The chocolate cake my mum baked for me. Thanks mum!

Since Mandy requested that I post up a picture of the present she had bought for me, here's it..

What could be inside this Topshop bag? Hmmm...

Cute foxy undies! Hahah specifically G-strings. Mandy's so horny with me. HAHA!

One of the most unique presents I've ever received in my life. An Adidas skill ball ( That's what they tell me! Idk if I'm correct though. ) from my two other best friends Ever Bever and Dj Pooh-ey Bear! Thanks yoh! I'll be practicing my Futsal skills! My dog Blackie has been eyeing this ball ever since.

My first ever light blue top! yeah, I've never owned any light blue or blue tops cause I'm just not a blue fan. Thanks Shireen! And another thing people, Shireen has a hp now! Hippee hurray for her!

I'm so sorry if I couldn't post up pictures of all the presents I received though I really do treasure each and every single one of em! Thanks so much all of you who even bothered to text me a Birthday greeting,send me a testi on Friendster, gave me a lil something special, and made my day so memorable!

A HUGE THANK YOU STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART!

I couldn't have asked for anything more! And I'm still saving all those weird funny and quirky sms-es you guys sent me in my inbox. Haha! I love ya'll so much!

And for now, I'm gonna go start another post! Once I start I can't stop but if I stop I can't start? Geddit? Lol. Say bye to the tiny bright yellow flowers on the street yang tumbuh bagai cendawan selepas hujan. What the..?

Yup, you read right. We're gonna have to have another farewell party soon enough. That's gonna be another saddening affair but the GREAT news is that Lil Steffi here got a scholarship to Queen's College Taunton!!!

Congratulations Stephanie Tan !! You little cute blurry wise o shortie! I'm gonna be missing you SO SO much when you're gone. Away and faraway in UK.But fret not, cause I'll be sure to pay ya a visit over there as soon as I get myself some dough yah?

We were just chatting on Msn this afternoon about it,

Fleur: 'So how's your scholarship thingy?'
Steph: 'Oh no la, I'll probably be going to Inti's. I doubt I'll get it.'
Fleur: 'WHY LAHH???'
Steph: 'If I get it, it'll be by the skin of my teeth.'
Fleur: 'How come? I thought you would get it.'
Steph: 'The Hm doesn't think I'm scholarship material.'
Fleur: 'What the? Why? He thinks you too short is it?'
Steph: 'Lol. He's height-imistic.'
Fleur: ' Aiyoo, doesn't he know heels exist these days?'
Steph: 'Aiz, dunno la.'

After about an hour later...

Steph: 'OMG OMG OMG I'm hyperventilating!!! I got it!!'
Fleur: 'What???'
Steph: 'I got an email from Queen's College saying I've been accepted!!!'
Fleur: 'AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!'
*nudges Steph*
*Steph nudges back*
Fleur: 'When ?? What? How?'
Steph: ( she must have fainted for this brief moment cause she only replied moments later.)
Fleur: ' You idiot! And you were saying you won't get and can talk bout your teeth skin some more.'
Steph: 'I said skin of my teeth la.'
Fleur: 'That's what i said la. CONGRATS anyway! You must be over Pluto now!'
Steph: 'I'm outta the orbit already.'

Anyways,
A HUGE BIG FAT CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU MY DEAR FRIEND STEPHIE!

Now that you got your scholarship, I got my guaranteed free food and lodging if I so happen to decide to casually plomp my butt at UK. Heh. =)

But most importantly, I'm gonna miss you so so much! Damn, now i feel like crying just like that time you nearly did when I pulled that 'I'm moving to manjung prank.'

There will be so many things I'm gonna miss about you when you're gone.

I'll miss not having you here so that random people can ask us our golden question- 'Are you both sisters?' or telling us that we look like twins or cousins or whatever relation they'd usually associate us with, I'll miss not having you here to look over your head, I'll miss not having you to constantly remind me that 'I've grown' when in fact I've not even for a bit expanded horizontally but I'd usually just gloat in delight just to annoy you, I'll miss not having you to turn to you wise little shortie, I'll miss not having you to argue over gay rights, I'll miss all your blurisity, you're innocence and naivity, I'll miss not having you here to tease and poke fun at ( It's not just me! I swear! People will testify this as a hobby!), I'll miss not having you here to share shit stories, Oh on this I must interrupt this solemn moment of remembrance with a brief convo I had with her this afternoon over msn too. Pardon me.

I was just about to ask her out to watch Happy Feet ( Yess I know damn cute the little dancing penguinnns!) with me but before I even got to the point, our conversation dwindled on to the unexpected. Or rather expected. Haha.

Fleur: 'Gal, I'm gonna pop THE HUGE QUESTION right now. Please say 'I do' k?'
Steph: 'Erm, whats it about first lah? Don't tell me it's about your shit.'
Fleur: ' Hahah. NO IT"S NOT. Don't worry, but if you really wanna know, mine was a perfect shade of brown yesterday.'
Steph: 'Eew!! Mine was dark brown yesterday.'
Fleur: 'EEW!"
Steph: 'You asked for it wert.'
Fleur: 'Hey! Only MY shit is worth discussing okay? Haha! '
Steph: ' Who cares? Mine was shaped like a submarine!'
Fleur: ' HAHA! If yours were a submarine, mine would be shaped like the Taj Mahal, one of the eight wonders of the world!'

Hahah! You are allowed to puke in disbelief now at out convo, don't mind us, but we just feel strangely compelled to dish our the nitty gritties of our sisa-sisa makanan and bahan buangan to each other. Qian's in this forum too! It's only for us three, so if any of you out there feel like sharing tales of the toilet bowl with us, don't bother just go talk to the tree alright? =)

Now do let me get back to the memorial message, haha. Right, I'll miss your cow print shirt which you wear as your own personal symbol, I'll miss hearing all your funny stories with all your weird little priceless expressions, I'll miss having your food to steal, I'll miss discussing about cute Korean actors and soap operas with you, I'll miss telling you all about my over-the-top dreams, I'll miss not having you to lecture me over my childish behaviour, I'll miss not having you to indulge in childish behaviour, I'll miss YOUR childish behaviour(heh), I'll miss your rainbow coloured million zippired pencil case, I'll miss the way you write so slow, extra neat and carefully, I'll miss having you to look up and say 'Huh?' like you always do, I'll miss your honest and jovial self, I'll miss the times where we played Futsal together as a team, I'll miss your beggar moments, I'll miss the look you always have when you're about to burst when we tease you mercilessly, I'll miss your Tak Lawak sarcasm,I'll miss your silky black wavy perfect hair, I'll miss the way you'll be able to see right through me all the time,and most of all I will definitely miss not having you here as an elder slash smaller ( literally-haha) sister figure.

Steph oh Steph, we never did make all those plans to watch all the Korean soap operas that you were raving to me about happen. We never went out to the mall together eversince form 2 when I didn't even knew you well that time,and we never did go jogging together ( Okay fine, this one my fault since I'm so lazy but you also quite lazy yourself wert. Hee.) 

Stephie, here's an apology if I ever did hurt your feelings with ignorance during all this while of knowing you. You have been nothing but a cute as a button great short little wise friend. I don't wanna sound like I'll never be seeing you ever again but you know me, I get so emo over all these so longs and goodbyes. I hate saying goodbyes so I won't ever say this to you at your farewell instead I'll just remind you to keep a warm bed and good food ready to welcome me alright? *wink wink*

You better return to Dear Old Beloved Malaysia once in a while and visit your tall friend here. =)

Do you see Steph, what a good friend I am to start the 'rain' again after a whole period of blog drought just for you? Make sure you bring 5 inch heels to London or else those British giants would mistake you for an elf and alert the other muggles. Wait maybe you can audition for a role in Harry Potter! Like perhaps a role as a fairie or something? Then they wouldn't have to waste money on computer graphics to smallen a normal actor. HAHA! I', just pulling your leg la. So you can grow taller! See again how nice I am to you? I know you do!

As a farewell tribute to my dear Steph, here are some priceless pictures that will each tell a million stories about the times where our lives got intertwined with each other's.

I don't know what Stephie's doing actually..

The times when we didnt break a sweat planning this huge birthday bash.


For this one time you were taller than everyone else!

Jump for joy!

Steph the world famous beggar.

Aww, Steph the beggar in action looks so sorrowful, she makes your heart break. How sad.

Jo jo mo jo's birthday which we planned! =)


Another one of those Stephanie moments.

In loving memory, Stephanie Tan Yue Yan.

While she's at London la! Hahah! She's not dead yet okay? Even though I make it sound as though she is. You're gonna become a music maestro when you return alright? Don't forget to invite me to your orchestra performance at some Albert Guild hall, Carnegie hall, or whatever alright. I only accept front row seats nothing less! =)

We'll miss you dreadly! And we'll definitely be reminded of you whenever we watch that Fernleaf advertisement. Well, obviously for two reasons which are first, the cows and also that you need milk to grow taller and stronger!

So Stephie, make sure you don't ditch us after you become the next Mozart or Beethoven alright and don't ditch the Malaysian slang lah k?

Take care! Hugs, kisses and lotsa of blurriness! Love ya loads Steffi Lil Star!!!

P/s! Steph just told me it's actually Taunton, not London, so pardon the usage of all the words London and mentally replace it with Taunton will ya? =)
I'm to lazy to reedit the whole entire thing. Thanks!

It's coming!!!

It's coming in just exactly 15 mins!!

I'm gonna be old and wrinkly just like you people in barely 15 mins now.

NOOOOOOOO!

Ahh, this is the inevitable. Oh well, at least it's gonna be a SWEET sixteen as they say.

Mel and Pooh Bear contributed to my mental torture today.

The puzzle of the day,

Whats big, colourful, pastel orange, ends with an S and goes well with something small and black?

I really couldn't figure it out.

It's not a ball, it's not clothes, it's not a cockroach.

What could it be huh? Well, looks like I'll be finding out real soon. =)

AAAAAAAHHHH! Ten more minutes! I' m staring at the mirror now, taking in my youthfulness. I really don't want to end up looking like old people just like you all lah. HAHAH. Please don't kill me, I'm just being frank. Like frankfurters.

Gosh, even my brains are decomposing already. See what age does to you?

Alright, I'll just be sitting here celebrating myself with my Blackie and Patches.

Remember the pressies yah? =)